I can't find my tears no more, I can't find myself no more

I can't seem to find my way in the world, don't know how to feel no more

I've been losing track of my time, why they see me going through it

And tell me it's gonna be alright, soon as I got older

To help my family win my pawpaw died, brother going down the same path but I told em you gotta try

Deal with thoughts alone, I've been a loner, get it off my chest before I'll be a goner

Hurt too much, too hold it in, but it hurt way worse too let it out

You don't understand how to be like me, no

You don't know how to feel like me, no

You don't know how to deal with that, so how you gonna deal with me

Ion feel like I'm going hard enough, don't think that I have tried enough

Know sometimes I be giving in, but know that I ain't giving up

I take a long walk by the river, just to watch the water go

Help me get a piece of mind, cause I can't find my tears no more

Tryna look for my reflection, I can't find myself no more

I might dive inside this water so that I can't feel no more

Tryna find myself in the world, but I'm too lost

Rushing life, it's been too fast, they speeding time up on the clock

As this time been going on, I'm thinking I'm gonna be alright

But I'm never seeing change inside my life, unless I try

Know that shit just gotta change

When you got no one to talk to about your life, you go insane

Run this shit up now, cause if I go right now, I die in vain

I know what I did to take my L, but it won't be the same

Walked a different way in life, and now my phone don't even ring

I ain't where I wanna be, but I know how far I done came

I took years outside my life, and I been focused on my pain

Foot soldier, head high, when I'm walking through the rain

I done been through so much bullshit, I can see it through long range

I been going for my goals, I bet I get it, I got aim

What I don't need you know I lost, I had to charge it to the game

You tryna take what I done built, you must don't know you getting slain

If you not on the time I'm on, it ain't no point for us to hang

I can't fight my tears no more, no, I can't find myself no more

No, I can't seem to find my way in the world, don't know how to feel no more

I been losing track of my time

See me going through it but it's gone be alright

Alright

Now this gon' be alright

Alright

Alright

Now this gon' be alright