There’s no more cigarettes to start off the day

I saw a silhouette that im tryna chase

Knowing its too late

Still tryna chase

I saw your eyes fill with hate

Still tryna change

But im still the same

And counting curses

Or maybe even worse my soul is burning churches

Im tryna show you who I am but you dont watch this

Maybe u dont want this

It might be too late

You call me hopeless

But baby hold my hand ill show you what the world is

Its hard to count how many times you really heard this

Maybe I am hopeless (my hope)

There’s one way, 150 miles and hour like im on a runway

Going to hell but I’ll be back by the Monday

Going to hell but I will make it back, it’s my way

My way is to go insane thinking bout you

This time i am getting brave looking for truth

I know how its gonna end, me with no you

But maybe I can figure this out I wasn’t made to lose (or wasn’t made for you)

Romanticise, fantasize but its not there

I see the light shining bright but I cant break

Living a lie living a lie I guess im still the

Im still the same

And counting curses

Or maybe even worse my soul is burning churches

Im tryna show you who I am but you dont watch this

Maybe u dont want this

It might be too late

You call me hopeless

But baby hold my hand ill show you what the world is

Its hard to count how many times you really heard this

Maybe I am hopeless (my hope)