I bought some fake plastic trees

They don’t require too much outta me

I haven’t been drinking’

It doesn’t mean that I quit

Just trying to weed out some answers

Force some pieces to fit

In with the schemers/ wrestlers the dreamers

Forcing it upside down

I’ve been accusing the hopeless

Afraid of the faithful , twisting it inside out

Put myself under the thumb

When stuff feels good I tell myself that it’s dumb

It Plays like a movie, with a half-baked script

It doesn’t have any music

And it looks like…

Should I destroy it start fresh form the offset

Make space turn it upside down

I’ve been befriending the pretense, stonewalling the righteous

Twisting it inside out

I can’t compete with the lightning rod

Scrambling the thoughts running round in my head

It feels like dystopian forces are, pulling the strings making changes

And moving the goal posts and winning again and again and again

I stare straight up at a point in the sky

Wait for the shadows to pass me by

An hour feels like a decade when I’m perfectly still

If I’m not distracted I’m tortured

I need someone to

Shine like a spotlight back up at the A-frame

Swivel Me upside down

Cause I’ve been invoking the heathens, resisting the hero’s, twisting it inside out

That’s right I’m one with the fearful

Siding with the powerful and making my upside down

I’m advocating the preachers, abandoning reason

Pushing my insides out