He gets me so well, on the same wave, I tell him

That it’s best that he stay away for now

A push and pull that I had forbade, oh wow

(Oh well, I guess I will rebel..)

He warms me up and says I would die for you

And I don’t know if you could revive the rush

Ruminate in circles, concrete versus verbal, oh, will I deserve more?

Suffocating, oh I’m, overthinking, oh I, know you’re decent, do I?

Know you’re leaving soon, I wanna see you tonight

I can predict your sighs as I’m deep in my cries

Tryna reason oh (always fluctuating, oh)

But you can’t, no, I know (all the calculations, oh, all the hesitations grow with your gravitation)

It’s a shameful device, all the drama devised in my mind

“I know that’s good and all,” he said

“Self-sabotage ahead, got your pretty face misled in the complex.”

I don’t know why, wait, that’s a lie… kinda catharsis in the whining

Hand on my thigh, oh

Rather unwise, oh

I recognize your attempt to guide us

But you can’t, don’t tell me what to do

Can’t reign over my attitude

Suffocating, oh I’m, overthinking, oh I, know you’re decent, do I?

Know you’re leaving soon, I wanna see you tonight

I can predict your sighs as I’m deep in my cries

Tryna reason oh (always fluctuating, oh)

But you can’t, no, I know (all the calculations, oh, all the hesitations grow with your gravitation)

It’s a shameful device, all the drama devised in my mind

Boy, got me going, got me in my prime, prime