When I look through those messages, I vividly see it happening, and everytime I do, I wanna cry and hug you. I can't stand the thought, of you being gone, I don't wanna imagine what could've happened of that night went worse than wrong

But I hope you're doing fine now, I hope you're okay, cause if I were to find out, that you'd do it again, I would leave this earth if you ended up being gone forever, everytime I look into your eyes, I realize how glad I am to have you in my life

You saved me, you make me feel seen, oh how IM so lucky. I know it was a long time ago, and we were strangers but I was still worried about you, and I know that was your past but I'm scared that the past will repeat itself

So I hope you're doing fine now, I hope you're okay, cause if I were to find out, that you'd do it again, I would leave this earth if you ended up being gone forever

I know you're doing fine now, I know you're okay, but if I were to find out that you'd do it again, but I won't leave this earth if you take care of yourself, cause life is definitely worth it