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Beautiful Disobedient
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Beautiful Disobedient was released on April 10, 2026 by Nettwerk Music Group as a part of the album Fairytale
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Release DateApril 10, 2026
LabelNettwerk Music Group
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM51

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Kelly Boesch
Kelly Boesch
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kelly Boesch
Kelly Boesch
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Kelly Boesch
Kelly Boesch
Producer

Lyrics

Hmmm
Hmmm
Hmmm
Mmm-mm-mm
There are rooms inside my skin
Each one humming
A small machine of fear
I drink the air too quickly
And it whispers my name wrong
My pulse folds into paper cranes
Fluttering against the walls of thought
Every heartbeat is a confession
I didn't mean to write
I hold my breath like currency
The clock stares, unblinking
A jealous god of seconds
I want to melt into a softer element
Something without edges
Without needing to explain its shape
Anxiety wears my perfume
It moves through me
Like silk catching fire
Beautiful, disobedient
It tells me I am alive
And then asks me why
The mirror tilts its head
Pretending not to see me tremble
My thoughts bloom like dangerous flowers
Opening teeth instead of petals
I water them anyway
Some nights I dance with my pulse
Counting the shadows
As they pass through me
There's a strange holiness
In this trembling
A church with no walls
Only breath
I close my eyes
But the mind has windows
Even sleep is a performance
And still, I whisper to the dark
Be gentle
I am learning how to stay
(Oooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Ahhh
(Oooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Ahhh
(Oooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Ahhh, ooh
Written by: Kelly Boesch
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