Intro (Spoken)

My whole life sucks. Haha, I’m a thief and I didn’t even know it.

I stole all my joy. And that’s dope, but it sucks… it sucks….

I never heard this beat, I’m waiting on the drop just like you.

Thinking bout what I be thinking bout, then I realize that I’m the only one that’s probably thinking bout it.

Don’t nobody give no fuck, Everybody caughtup in dumb shit because they dumb.

I don’t wanna disrespect nobody that I love, but you know how hard it is to keep that up,?when I look in your eyes and see nothing but a muthafuckin dim light.

It’s a dim life…

I be feeling like fuck them and this life.

I should kill everybody, that way I’m alone for reasons I understand.

Cause when I’m trying to understand, I never get to understand.

If you ain’t retarded and i ain’t retarded, then why the fuck, we can’t recall it and then fuckin talk about it?

Don’t shit get explained, everything in the air, and I’m tired of playing games,

I’m done.

And ain’t no winnings to win, so can’t nobody say I won, I ain’t win shit, I lost it all.

And I don’t give a fuck, I paid the cost for y’all.

I had my ears open, and I was paying close attention, but I was pissed when I realized you wasn’t listen-in, it was my turn to speak, and you ain’t understand the shit I was speakin or what I’m thinkin, so I’m thinkin I been thinkin wrong the whole damn time.

(Speaking dialogue)

“That shit hurt bad man,

I love everybody, I love a lot.

Everybody think I’m a fuckin monster.

But nobody just don’t fuckin listen and I’m pissed.

Cuz everybody stupid, everybody understands stupid shit… cuz THEY STUPID

I don’t wanna fuckin live this life, I don’t wanna fuckin give my life, for dumb shit, I wanna overcome shit, wanna not be numb when it come to some shit, but every day I make assumptions,

cuz nobody gone talk to you so that’s all I can fuckin do, I read the situation then I analyze… but Im not muthafuckin perfect so realize….. I need communication.