Why you talking

Why you think your the hardest out

Why you talking

Why you think your the hardest now

Why you walking

Why you walking away right now

Why you walking

Why you walking away from sound

Why is it that I can't regulate

Emotions keep switching every time I get comfortable yeah

Its so hard to make plans with uncertainty, struggling to find motivation to be vulnerable

That's why I am writing this

Take away the weight from my shoulders, minus

When you press play you gon say it's timeless

Can't wait til I headline wireless

Cause how I'm flowing so freely, tireless

You can't put price on happiness, seeing mum smile so valuable priceless

I swear it's so hard to be righteous when what you touch turns gold like Midas

I know gotta rap this tight, smooth my friends got such high standards

In school I had hand up constant, curious kid just seeking out answers

I get clouded by judgement

But at least ideas in abundance

Lost sense of reality

I swear that my memories are fading out of

clarity

What is life about

Cause I don't know

The goals you set last year how you do feel when you achieve it, best believe it

What can satisfy a soul that keeps seeking

I'm so grateful, I know don't seem it

I take advantage of a plateful, I know I seem hateful

Complaining a lot about my mind not being stable

But I swear that I'm grateful

For my friends to talk to and family to care for

And I'm far from perfect

Just tryna find purpose

Why you talking

Stuck behind my eyelids

I'm short sighted

Behind my eyelids are islands of violence

No headphones an asylum of silence, crisis

No one told me that the price is priceless

No one told me that this life is lifeless

Man I swear its so hard to be righteous

When what you touch turns gold like Midas

Bill a stiff joint like its got arthritis

Bronchitis you can tell by my iris

That im never there when you look inside it

Man I'm stuck tiny rick when I write it

You should take a look behind my eyelids

Why you talking

Why you think your the hardest out

Why you talking

Why you think your the hardest now

Why you walking

Why are you walking away right now

Why you walking

How could I walk away from this now

Too much loud had to turn down the sound

I'm in the clouds but my feet are on the

ground

Man I'm spaced out I might crash right now

Never had much to say till I found me a crowd

I'm just been honest I ain't felt it in a while

Spend my days in a daze wanna make mum proud

So the smile on my face is a fake it's a shroud

I ain't wearing a cape while I fly through town

I'm just looking for some fate I ain't looking for a pound

There's so much at steak like a beef joint pound

But there's still not much on my plate right now

How'd I fuck it all up for a trip to the clouds

And I might be a fuck up still made me a crown

And I might seem stuck up I bloomed from the ground

Like the herb that stinks up the upstairs of my house

Man I cope with the smoke grieve with a rebound