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In My Mind
Hip-Hop/Rap
In My Mind was released on March 20, 2026 by TannerAUX Records as a part of the album The Night Shift
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Release DateMarch 20, 2026
LabelTannerAUX Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM75

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Tanner Bushaw
Tanner Bushaw
Harmony Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Tanner Bushaw
Tanner Bushaw
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Tanner Bushaw
Tanner Bushaw
Engineer

Lyrics

Once you realize that all the shit you used to care so much about
Just keeps you a prisoner of your own mind
Your own mind
Your own mind
Your own mind
In my mind I (In my mind)
Can't escape it (No)
All the times I (All the times)
Tried to face it (Yeah)
I'm overthinking
I think I need to change it (I do I do)
But I'll be fine
And know that I can't erase it
I'm in my mind
I have been thinking for days at a time
There ain't no break that I get when I'm alive
Maybe that's why
I barely get sleep or be closing my eyes
And that ain't a lie
That's just the life that I'm living
And even if I'm living high
And I'm getting by
While all your bitches be selling and scamming and begging and bribe
What happened to pride
It's taking a slide
With all of the hate that you keeping inside
I roll with my dogs
I move with my guys
We keep it a buck
We keep it in line
I'm being serious
I'm kinda curious
No you ain't speaking from any experience
You are delirious
Let me be clear with it
All of your rappers are acting like you on your periods
And I've had enough of it
Nother beat fucking it up
On the second my hand gets to touching it
I know that she fell in love with it
That is what's making it harder to say she ain't cutting it
Fractured relationship
Back in the day it was lust
I could confidently say it was chasing it
Now I want no part in it
Don't wanna be playing it
Facing the choices I made as a youngin and taking it
Now I be changing it
Up to reflect all the ways that I'm shaping it
I want a wife and a couple of kids
Like every bar in my life I been raising em
All of these rappers are shooting a miss after miss
Like they scared of a hit
But shit I'm Ray Lewis in his bitch
And I'm finna rock you with my pads quick
In my mind I (In my mind)
Can't escape it (No)
All the times I (All the times)
Tried to face it (Yeah)
I'm overthinking
I think I need to change it (I do I do)
But I'll be fine
And know that I can't erase it
I'll be fine (I'll be fine)
I'm a find (Imma find)
My happiness even if it takes my whole entire life (Yes I will)
My perception is different but you can't see it from my eyes (No you can't)
My pride and fear of being forgotten keep me alive
I'm up way into the night
Get thinking bout what it's like
Living the life of fame
Champagne on any flight
But right now that is just a figment of the mind
Cause I prioritize finding me a wife (I do)
And I might have done that now (I did)
Found a date with me running around (Yeah)
I am just nervous and hesitant
Every time that I felt love it was run to the ground
I told her we taking it slow
And she said it's okay cause she knows I'll be coming around (I did)
We met in class and that's where our story begins
But I was just clowning around (Haha)
Now we be traveling lugging the luggage around
And yeah we be loving it now
She really been getting into me
What is she did to me
Tell me what the probability is
That the feeling I'm feeling with you is infinity
Hoping that you never choose to get rid of me
Happy whenever I'm in your vicinity
Happy whenever I'm in your vicinity
In my mind I (In my mind)
Can't escape it (No)
All the times I (All the times)
Tried to face it (Yeah)
I'm overthinking
I think I need to change it (I do I do)
But I'll be fine
And know that I can't erase it
I got stress
Lot of anxiety
Quietly this been fighting me
Demons of my sobriety
Hiding right in society
Trying to shine the light on me
Only problem with that is I'm likely one of impiety
I've been through pain and depression
I've been through every lesson
My voice they tried to suppress it
I kept it short like compression
So when I step into session
Man it ain't even a question
I give my truth and expression
But they gon' call it aggression
Now I need more money
I got a honey
I think I'm in love and it ain't even funny
Together we taking a hunnid a gummy
And cuddling she got just told me she love me
Almost like I am right back at the Aria
Winning again and the table's my guardian
We just got tired of Vegas
Now staying in Nashville and we partying
Toasting up with the Don Blanco
Another shot bring it on pronto
I got the discipline knowing my limits
A hard pass like Rajon Rondo
Got the M's like Ron McDonald
Lot of problems that I kept bottle
No point in looking back or pressing brakes
I'm always going full throttle
In my mind I (In my mind)
Can't escape it (No)
All the times I (All the times)
Tried to face it (Yeah)
I'm overthinking
I think I need to change it (I do I do)
But I'll be fine
And know that I can't erase it
Written by: Tanner Bushaw
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