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reality...
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reality... was released on April 4, 2026 by Clear Con as a part of the album songs for the broken... - EP
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Release DateApril 4, 2026
LabelClear Con
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM82

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
ryan
ryan
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
ryan
ryan
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
ryan
ryan
Mixing Engineer
thatonekid
thatonekid
Executive Producer, Producer

Lyrics

I'd rather make believe
Pull up & project my own reality
Ian got time to waste no more the spotlights on for me
But every time you're on my mind I start to dissipate
Day n night like I'm Cudi
Smoking all my problems away jus to feel ease
I got some drank and it's bubbling
So you know I'm feelin vibey throughout everything
I've been taking trips in my own mind
Damn, the shrooms got me thinking I'm a bad guy
And now I'm brooding over good times
Asking was it truly love or was that just a lie
I've been out the zone I can't even lie
Rolling up every time just to get by
Squinting my eyes at the sunlight
It's always when you're low that you hate the highs
Nocturnal for days I've been up at night
Putting all of my blunt straight into the sky
Thinking bout the moments you were with me
Right now you're not there anymore such a sad sight
And then I think about you again
Should've known that it was better off with us jus being friends
In my mind I knew it would end
I just didn't know if it was truly your decision then
Breaking down the weed shit should be a sport
Deep in meditation contemplating while I'm on the court
Smoking like a chimney so my voice is hoarse
Drinking everyday so I don't let the feelings run they course
Shits been barely working just to say the least
The more that I keep doing the more I think bout how I'd lost my peace
Longing to see you smile again at me
Knowing that it's over, tears falling as I'm smoking
Written by: Ryan Williams
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