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Turn Back Time
Hip-Hop/Rap
Turn Back Time was released on March 28, 2026 by Taft Street Studios & Records as a part of the album Gladiator Game
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Release DateMarch 28, 2026
LabelTaft Street Studios & Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM104

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
MAINY DA SMOKEMAN
MAINY DA SMOKEMAN
Performer
Tonewrek
Tonewrek
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
MAINY DA SMOKEMAN
MAINY DA SMOKEMAN
Lyrics
Tonewrek
Tonewrek
Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Tony Cathey
Tony Cathey
Producer

Lyrics

I got voices in my head telling me I'll never make it
I drink to make 'em stop but there's just no escaping
Every time I drink I make my life a little harder
I gotta be smarter cause I'm only letting down my daughters
If I knew what to do then I'd already did it
Life is passing me by and I don't wanna miss it
This ain't an excuse but I suffer from an illness
I hope when you sit down and listen that you really feel this
So much hate bottled in it driving me crazy
Wondering if I'm gonna wake up, is a bottle gonna take me
Gotta do it for myself cause ain't nobody gonna save me
I made all the people that I love hate me
Cause I really hate myself, disappointed in my choices
Somewhere along my path I lost my focus
Now I'm feeling hopeless, so I always stay away
Cause I don't want anyone to see pain in my face
Looking in the mirror is something I hate to do
I don't like the man I turned into
The man that I've become isn't what I envisioned
I wish I could turn back time, paid attention and listened
It's never too late, it isn't easy being patient
If you do what's right you can make it
No one hates you, we just lost faith in you
It's your fault alcohol ran away with you
Stop it, put down the bottle
And if you do you'll see a better tomorrow
Alcohol ain't the answer I promise
Son take a little advice from your father
So you can be a better daddy to your daughters
And you can all have a better tomorrow
You're a winner but son you gotta want it
To be honest you the only one can stop it
I wish that I can turn back time
And do this all again
I wish that I can turn back time
Please forgive me for my sins
Growing up I felt alone but I'm surrounded by love
I never did drugs but the bottle messed me up
I hold in all my pain cause I can't really talk through it
But the more I hold it in it just kills me
I ain't never been honest I try to lie and hide it all
And hope no one can see the pain in my eyes
Wonder how I became so messed up when I had a good life
Something isn't right
Maybe it all started when I was ten and the doctor cut up my head
Started playing with my brain but changed something instead
I know my family lost faith but know that I can change
I saw my dad do it and I can do the same
I'm tired of being the cause of so much heartache and pain
Damn I messed up again
I wanna be the man I once was before the liquor messed me up
I ruined my relationship with my kids
It's the worst thing that I ever did
And now I have to live with the fact
That the time I lost I'll never get back
Written by: MAINY DA SMOKEMAN, Tonewrek
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