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shower thoughts
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shower thoughts was released on May 1, 2026 by astrocore as a part of the album brb
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Albumbrb
Release DateMay 1, 2026
Labelastrocore
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM169

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Brendan Wallace
Brendan Wallace
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Brendan Wallace
Brendan Wallace
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Brendan Wallace
Brendan Wallace
Producer

Lyrics

COMPARISON
I don't know how to rap
I usually only sing
Music feels like competition nowadays
So be unique
Unconventionally average
Nothing you haven't seen
I guess I put the ME in MUNDANE
Cuz I don't know music theory
And I never done drugs
I'd don't know how to move my body to dance
Or fall in love
And I've been thinkin that I should try to get out
My apartment is quiet
But yet my friends are too loud
And parties just like em
I give a lotta time to building up my image
And even more time to undoing the damage
So maybe if I write about it
I'll think about it
I'll see me how you do
I see a lotta people being who I wanna
Yeah scrollin through my feed is muting all the color
So maybe if I write about it
I'll think about if
I'm feeling outta tune
EMOTIONAL VOID
Let me be clear that it's a blessing
That I'm alive and my family loves me
They're my best friends
My God is good and He don't care that I'm a mess
I think I'm rarely depressed
I think if I had to guess
I probably have it easier than the rest
With that being said
I think I'm an emotional void
What goes on in my head
Is something like an ocean of noise
I wanna feel joy
For some reason sometimes it won't work
I wanna feel grief
I can't, now I feel like a jerk
And yet I'm sensitive, always feeling heavy for others
When it comes to myself
I couldn't tell one thought from another
So why the heck is it
That my cup will always overflow
But I put on a lid the moment
My feelings start to show
Oh am I putting up with complacency?
Am I making up or fakin being me?
Am I on my own, or do you feel it?
Are my thoughts my own or do I steal em?
Why does my mental vacancy
Replace the feeling of capability?
Losing my mind
Disappear or render me blind
Feel that all the time, yeah
TIME MANAGEMENT
It's kinda crazy
I've been holding timer to life
Trying to siphon my time
Making the wrong things right
Suffocating, I might be holding a parasite
I know they say that it flies
You can't seem to tame what's wild
I'm ticked talking bout missed moments and mis-clockin
While I'm quick walking through mist knowing my wrist watching
Sounds exhausting, right?
Not when ya pause your life
And act like being selfish isn't ever gonna cost ya time.
SELFISHNESS
Feedin my demons
I feel the need to be needy
My screen and money deceiving
Neither thing here to free me
I been dreamin of seeing people
Free of needing achievements
Or chasing the streams, dreams, dreams
Start the timer lets go
1, 2, 3 gimme the crown
I spend the most time with others while I stay lookin down
I think I'm drownin now
Pour it out, I'm stuck in the sand
Until ya tip upside down
Play it back all again
HUNGY
10am back again
Greeted by a familiar friend
Though I don't want this to end
You know I feel that grumbling buzz
My stomach does what it does
Friday night pizza for brunch
I eat what I want
I feel like a bum
I need to dry off
I freeze when I'm done
How long was this song?
Cuz I don't mean to drag this along
I'm hungry enough
Im out and now I open the box
Oh I forgot I polished it off
…It's already gone
Written by: Brendan Wallace
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