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The Comeback
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Rock
The Comeback was released on April 3, 2026 by Rareform Records as a part of the album Evolution
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Release DateApril 3, 2026
LabelRareform Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM81

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Matthew Ahumada
Matthew Ahumada
Other Instrument
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Matthew Ahumada
Matthew Ahumada
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Matthew Ahumada
Matthew Ahumada
Producer

Lyrics

I remember the first time it felt like mercy
That's the lie I keep replaying
It hit like clean white lightning in my veins
Suddenly I was taller than my name
Confidence on command, no questions, no weight
Just a grin I didn't earn, in a body I could fake
I could talk like I was bulletproof
Laugh like nothing ever bruised
Turn my fear into a rumor
Turn my shaking into moves
And the best part was the silence
How it wrapped me up in snow
Every feeling had a volume
And I learned to turn it low
It made me feel okay in the worst way
Numb like a locked door, safe like a lie
But it took my tomorrow for a little bit of today
And I paid with my spirit just to keep my hands dry
I loved how it erased me
Then I hated what it made me
That powder wrote a promise
And it cashed it on my life
The mirror got mean, but I kept looking through it
Eyes too bright, hands too fast, always moving
I'd swear I was in control, swear I could stop
While my heart played double-time like it wanted to drop
Phone lit up like consequences
Names I couldn't face
I started missing whole damn hours
Like my life was misfiled in place
And the hurt wasn't always screaming
Sometimes it was calm
Sometimes it was people leaving
While I smiled and said I'm good, I'm fine, I'm on
I called it getting better
Called it taking off the edge
But the edge just moved inside me
And it sharpened when I slept
It made me feel okay in the worst way
Numb like a locked door, safe like a lie
But it took my tomorrow for a little bit of today
And I paid with my spirit just to keep my hands dry
I loved how it erased me
Then I hated what it made me
That powder wrote a promise
And it cashed it on my life
There's a moment after euphoria
When the room turns into court
Every heartbeat is a witness
Every thought becomes a fork
I wasn't chasing fun, I was chasing don't feel
Chasing quiet, chasing numb, chasing something unreal
I said I'm fine like a prayer I didn't mean
While my hands learned religion from a white, disappearing dream
And when it fades, I hear the damage in the walls
A house full of echoes and my name on all the falls
I'M NOT INVINCIBLE
I'M JUST A MAN
It made me feel okay in the worst way
Numb like a locked door, safe like a lie
But it took my tomorrow for a little bit of today
And I'm done paying interest just to feel alive
I loved how it erased me
Now I'm fighting to reclaim me
That powder wrote a promise
But I'm tearing up the line
The numbness wasn't peace
It was just the sound of me disappearing
Written by: Matthew Ahumada
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