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Jamie Olfert & Beautiful Monsters

I Don't Know

Hip-Hop/Rap

I Don't Know was released on March 27, 2026 by jamie olfert as a part of the album Blessphemy - EP

Song Details

AlbumBlessphemy - EP

Release DateMarch 27, 2026

Labeljamie olfert

LanguageEnglish

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM67

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS

Jamie Olfert

Rap

Beautiful Monsters

Beautiful Monsters

Rap

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Jamie Olfert

Songwriter

Mickey Villalon

Mickey Villalon

Songwriter

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

Beautiful Monsters

Beautiful Monsters

Producer

Lyrics

I'm sick and tired of these lies but it's all I know

It's like I can't do right, still I'm trying though

And they tell me that Christ washes white as snow

But can that be right? Cause if He knew my life

See I know ever since a youngun was a piece of work

Stealing from the offering box and smoking weed at church

My momma's heart hurt, she and daddy really tried

Thought I was slick, hitting licks, wheeling dealing lies

Yeah I was getting high, kicking it with Mary Jane

But if she wasn't there I'm flirting with some harder things

Ain't wanna change, homie soon I was rocking' them cuffs

They got my cousin couple times, kept locking him up

Thought I was bad though, riding with goons and them goblins

But you know how it go, soon you're encountering problems

No peace, I got a heater, but my heart's cold

I know I need to change, feel it in my dark soul

Taking narcos, this addiction's busy out here pimpin

I'm listenin' to gangsta music and it's got me trippin

This reckless living's got me scared, I admit it

I do care, but I can't quit it

Ain't prepared to meet my ending, will my prayers hit the ceiling?

Sick and tired of these lies but it's all I know

It's like I can't do right, still I'm trying though

And they tell me that Christ washes white as snow

But can that be right?Cause if He knew my life

Everything that I try got me dry and low

At the bottom, no matter how high I go

Yeah they tell me that Christ washes white as snow

Can He save me though? I don't know

That's all I hear from ghost and shadows every time I pray

I try to ignore it but I see them everywhere I face

Faith has been weak like water soaked into a paper plate

My Father wants to help but its' me who pushes Him away

Cause I'm ashamed, I'm feeling drained cause everyday there's rain

I try to show Christ through my face but my thoughts be hurricanes

I'm nervous mayne, sometimes I feel it's best I'm locked in chains

No pill can make me chill, this paranoia beats my brain

That's how angers made

I'm just trying to fix that part of me that doesn't breathe

But Lord it's hard for me to climb this hole

When mud's filled past my knees

Lord I see You with Your hand out trying to grab what's left of me

But every piece of me that's broken

Weighs me down and don't want me to be

Please forgive for being a burden

I know it's my fault I done kept You from working

And surgically taking out everything evils thats lurking

I want to be a better person, but I'm hurting

All this weight I carry

Got me feeling like I'm one step away from the cemetery

But they tell my the way to heaven be the Son of a living God

There is no secondary, take the sin that's in me

Sick and tired of these lies but it's all I know

It's like I can't do right, still I'm trying though

And they tell me that Christ washes white as snow

But can that be right? Cause if He knew my life

Everything that I try got me dry and low

At the bottom, no matter how high I go

Yeah they tell me that Christ washes white as snow

Can He save me though? I don't know

Sick and tired of these lies but it's all I know

It's like I can't do right, still I'm trying though

And they tell me that Christ washes white as snow

But can that be right? Cause if He knew my life

Everything that I tried left me dry and low

At the bottom, no matter how high I'd go

Till I cried out "Lord Jesus, please save my soul!"

And if He saved this fool, then He can save you too

Written by: Jamie Klassen Olfert, Mickey Villalon

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