I cannot believe it

This time has finally come

I begged for forgiveness

My knees were sore and fully numb

Ooh

No more sacrifice, no more sleepless nights

Feeling so damn right

Ooh

Found my rhythm, found my fire,

The world shines brighter on this brand-new ride

Sun is up, shooting hoops with my boys

Singing notes, making songs with my voice

Life is good, things are falling in line

Finally I feel alive

Post nut clarity clears my mind

Can't remember times I've been so hyped

Got a girl, she might be the one

Every time I see her I’m undone

I cannot believe it

This time has finally come

I begged for forgiveness

My knees were sore and fully numb

Ooh

No more sacrifice, no more sleepless nights

Feeling so damn right

Ooh

Found my rhythm, found my fire,

The world shines brighter on this brand-new ride

The angelic voice

Singing in my phones

He sings about LA and bunch of hoes

Once I wanted to be like him

I regret it, now I'm full of sins

When the moon is in the sky

Is the most I feel alone

And my thoughts are terrifying

I don't wanna die unknown

Mama told me I can make it

And I believe that she means it

I don't wanna break it

But you ruined all my healing

In the middle of the night

There was ringing at my door

Waterfalls in your eyes

Days of therapy no more

I forgot all our fights

Saddled me like a horse

You were dirty, not a saint

Screaming louder than before

I regret decisions that I've made

Once again

Wanna get you out of my head

But i can't pretend

Hey mom, hey dad

How are you?

I just wanted to say that I'm fine. I'm actually fine. I finally took the pill. So it's gotta be good from now on.

Don't worry 'bout me. Love you. Bye.