I'm so high and I'm numb, boy, I hate that Every single dream in this life I've been chasin

I'm gone, I'm gone and it feels degradin' But I'm me, I'm me, and my soul's the greatest

I've been runnin' from myself, but I feel I don't need help

Tryna face the demons that I got sittin' on my shelf

I've been chasin' out my highs, tryna hide out all the lows

3.5 in my system and light it up straight to the face

Shouldn't have touched the drugs, but I know that it's too late

If I keep goin' down this path, it's gon' be my fate

I know sometimes life went way too fast

Pedal to the metal, yeah, I'm hopin' that I don't crash

Goin' 90 on the highway, askin' me to slow down, but I tell them, why wait

When you can't just do it now, that's the only way, okay

Tryna do it like me, but I know you can't relate

Why can't I make this pain go away

Tryna look at everything with a different light, ayy

Long as I got my bros, I know it's gon' be okay

We just gotta make somethin' out of nothin' one day

I'm so high and I'm numb, boy, I hate that

Every single dream in this life I've been chasin

I'm gone, I'm gone, and it feels degradin

But I'm me, I'm me, and my soul's the greatest

I've been runnin' from myself, but I feel I don't need help

Tryna fix the demons that I got sittin' on my shelf

I've been chasin' out my highs, tryna hide out all the lows

3.5 in my system, ay, light it up straight to the face

Reality of it is that they gon' take it

They gon' make fun of you every single day until you make it

That's just the way life goes, it's okay, though

They all gon' be laughin' when I got seven zeros

Behind my name when they look up my net worth

I know they gon' be mad, cause they didn't seem to put it work

On the TV, you gon' see my name pop up on the screen

That's a boy from high school, he really did his thing

Call my mama up, tell her I'm gon' be straight

I'ma do it all for her, she gave me life, ayy

I know one day she gon' turn around and give me props

Without all my loved ones, I wouldn't have anything

I'm so high and I'm numb, boy, I hate that

Every single dream in this life I've been chasin

I'm gone, I'm gone, and it feels degradin

But I'm me, I'm me, and my soul's the greatest

I've been runnin' from myself, but I feel like don't need help

Tryna fix the demons that I got sittin' on my shelf

I've been chasin' out my highs, tryna hide out all the lows

3.5 in my system, ayy, light it up straight to the face