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Hold on
R&B/Soul
Hold on was released on May 8, 2026 by AiKid Music as a part of the album Chapter one
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Release DateMay 8, 2026
LabelAiKid Music
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM72

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Milo Ekeroth
Milo Ekeroth
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Patrik Erfält
Patrik Erfält
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Patrik Erfält
Patrik Erfält
Producer

Lyrics

Hey listen, come on, have you felt this?
Dear God… please God
Are You still there when the lights go off?
When the house is quiet but my head won't stop
And the silence screams so loud it hurts
I'm down on my knees on a hardwood floor
Not holy — just tired to the core
I've tried to pray the "right" way before
But the words don't line up anymore
They say I overthink everything
Like it's something I choose
Like I wake up and pick confusion
Instead of tying my own shoes
They say I change my mind too fast
Like I'm playing some game
But they don't feel the storm inside
Or the fire without a flame
They say I don't answer messages
Like I'm ignoring on purpose
They say I forget appointments
Like my memory's worthless
They say I start but never finish
Like I don't even try
But they don't see the pressure
Building up inside
Help them see I'm not careless
Help them know I'm not cold
My head runs miles ahead of me
And I'm just trying to hold
Dear God, please God
(Please God…)
I'm at the end of what I can explain
(Hear him…)
Why can't they hear me
When I'm screaming through the pain?
Dear God, please God
(Please God…)
I'm tired of being misunderstood
(Understood…)
I don't need fixing
I just need them to see me good
I'm not broken — I'm just wired this way
So why does that scare them away?
They see the mess but not the fight
The way I battle my own mind
They see the late replies at night
Not the thousand drafts I hide
They see the plans I couldn't keep
The promises I meant
But they don't see the war inside
Before the message was even sent
If You made me like this then why am I ashamed
If this is how my brain was built why do I take the blame
I don't want to be someone else I just want to belong
I don't want applause or pity just to not feel wrong
Dear God — please God
I can't keep shouting into walls
Teach them how to hear me
Before my faith just falls
Dear God, please God
I'm hanging by a thread tonight
Let them understand me
Before I lose this fight
I'm not broken — I'm just built this way
Help them love me anyway
Dear God… please God
Let somebody finally understand
Written by: Patrik Erfält
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