Welcome to the shitshow

Life's a gamble throw the dice until my wrist soar

small rooms selling mean more than the big tours

Independent rapper but I keep up with the big boys

When they gossip on your moves that mean you making some noise

Snakes in the grass see them slithering Malfoy

Ride off in the distance lone survivor I'm a cowboy

My name all in they mouths speaking shitty give em altoids

Huff and puff kick my feet up while they pout boy

My daily streams is your lifetime I made it happen

I make decisions now don't piss me off I'll make it tragic

You do this for money, but I won cuz I did this for passion

You did this to get the fame and wear the fancy fashion

That's why it'll never happen

Bro call me the anomoly and honestly he's right

I'm young and made it happen and the funny parts I'm white

In a business complection is a challenge I must fight

In the streets I seen my brother make a million than he died

In the streets I seen my friend dissapear for the pie

Lost my brother over money how the fuck I'm gone be fine

Post traumatic stress you could feel it shiver through my rhymes

Playing peaceful for the media , in private let it fly

When that pussy maxs out I'm putting three between his eyes

I'd do the wife and kids id rather see em when they cry

I'd rather make you em feel the shit you made us feel to get my pride

You killed my brother for some bucks if I kill don't need a dime

This is personal

Pull the knife out might just make it surgical

This is that side of me I try to hide I didn't wana glorify

The pain burns deeper than I show I gotta handle mine

Pull up in the two oh seven with new guns and newer alibis

I don't need a shiesty look me in my eyes and don't you cry

I don't feel remorse I get pleasure from this sin of mine

Eye for a eye you take my eye , I take the tribe

I would you feed to the pigs I wish police didn't catch you

I would a take shovel jam it and take ya manhood from you

Tie ya hands and take a tire iron brand ya face for you

You so lucky that I'm not broke and not where I was

I got too much to lose too give it all away to this scum

But understand if I go broke than you first one done

I miss you dylan if I see Keneth he catching a slug

Tell Belanger these four pound rounds come with drum

Tell the bitch that they was with Id beat a like her for fun

If I come back they'd change the gun laws the way id light it up

My Brody was so peaceful why'd you take the light away from us

I know lately I been calm

I know lately I been peaceful

Dont let the tone deceive you

Catch a hat whipe off the evil

I'm still the same young Goonie from the trap with my strap

Left Connecticut for peace in Maine the evil still atracts

Now and sit back and reflect and wonder when I'll have it back

Happiness at that ,

half my close friends are just addicts or in caskets laying stiff

Breaking down when I think about this shit and gon reflect

I mean really I done lived many movies shit is silly

Now I'm back up on my bully

And the blickys holding thirty ain't no switchy this a fully

Walk a mile in my shoes you couldn't do it without burning

I really been through so much shit I suffered hard so I deserve it this a fact though

I gotta watch my back though,

Cuz everybody back door

I got more dead friends than friends that got degrees

This shit is sick boy

Don't let the looks deceive this is real I'm in feels boy

I miss you Dylan miss you Ryan miss you G

I miss you Dylan miss you Ryan miss you G