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BROKEN
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Metal
BROKEN was released on April 14, 2026 by Drayce Music Entertainment as a part of the album BROKEN - Single
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Release DateApril 14, 2026
LabelDrayce Music Entertainment
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM100

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Bleed Token
Bleed Token
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Orlando S
Orlando S
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Bleed Token
Bleed Token
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

God
I didn't come here perfect
I came here tired
I tried to save me from myself but I kept losing ground
Every thought in my head was too loud to drown
I was afraid of the dark when nobody stayed
Smiling at people while slowly decaying
I stopped feeling joy in the things I used to love
Started questioning life and the one above
I felt empty walking through every day
Like something inside me was fading away
I hid the pain and learned to pretend
Didn't think I would make it to the end
God I wanted suicide
Suicide
I didn't want to stay alive
Stay alive
Every night I lost my mind
My mind
Every day I wanted to die
To die
You saw me broken
Broken
When I hated who I became
Became
You kept me breathing through the pain
Now I'm not the same
Not the same
I went numb and stopped reacting to pain
Every day felt heavy every night the same
I thought about suicide when I was alone
Scrolling my phone feeling nothing at home
I looked at my face and felt full of hate
Asking myself if it was a curse or grace
I planned goodbye more than once in my head
Thinking maybe it's better if I'm dead
I reached a point I couldn't ignore
Didn't want to fight anymore
God I wanted suicide
Suicide
I didn't want to stay alive
Stay alive
Every night I lost my mind
My mind
Every day I wanted to die
To die
You saw me broken
Broken
When I hated who I became
Became
You kept me breathing through the pain
Now I'm not the same
Not the same
Change didn't come fast it came piece by piece
Some days still hurt but I started to breathe
I learned how to sit with the weight I felt
Without destroying myself for help
The pain didn't vanish but lost control
I started rebuilding what was my soul
For the first time I wanted to stay
And not throw my whole life away
I was done with this life
Tired of fighting my mind
Every night I felt dead inside
Ready to leave it all behind
But you held me when I let go
Pulled me back from the edge below
I said that's all but you said no
Now I know I'm not alone
God I wanted suicide
Suicide
I didn't want to stay alive
Stay alive
Every night I lost my mind
My mind
Every day I wanted to die
To die
You saw me broken
Broken
When I hated who I became
Became
You kept me breathing through the pain
Now I'm not the same
Not the same
God
I remember who I was back then
I don't want to be that person again
You didn't give up on me
You stayed
You forgave me
I'm still here
And now I know why
Written by: Orlando S
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