But your thoughts don’t make you sick, they make you human. God didn’t make us perfect for a reason, so that when it hurts this bad, when you feel the pain, when you don’t want to eat in the morning and can’t fall asleep at night… we know we’re still alive. But being alive doesn’t always feel like living. It’s not fun all the time, sometimes it feels like surviving your own mind. But that’s OK. You’re not the only one.

Heaven got no place for me and you, but if they do

I don’t wanna die

Now I’m bulletproof, no missing you, maybe I’m sick but I feel so alive

I got four coffees in my belly

And it took five scars on me too

You are more than a little problem

Cause you got the whole world playing clueless

I’m not the one

Don’t shame on my tongue

I got nothing to lose

You don’t fit in my shoes

They don’t make them fools

Heaven got no place for me and you, but if they do

I don’t wanna die

Now I’m bulletproof

No missing you

Maybe I’m sick but I feel so alive

And if I’m a liar, how can I know

I’d rather be lying than thinking

You die with no friends cause

God is watching

That’s why you’re dying from the inside

Not like me

No more done, I am barely alive

Heaven got no place for me and you, but if they do

I don’t wanna die

Now I’m bulletproof, no missing you, maybe I’m sick but I feel so alive