I been pacing through the lessons I ain't learned yet

Chasin' validation and I shouldn't have to earn that (no)

I tried to fix your pain like I'm qualified to cure it

Turned your silence into storms and still endured that

(Still endured the thoughts alone)

Every "thank you" came with a new condition (oh-oh)

Your love's like a test with a grade that I been missin' (grade that I been missin')

You say it's not me, but who else it could be? (Be), be, yeah

When I'm the only one still losing sleep, oh, oh

I gave you real, you wanted perfect (oh)

I gave my time, I guess it's worthless (oh-oh)

And I don't know what more to prove (oh)

When every win still feels like lose (oh)

Was I ever really good enough? (Good enough, good enough)

Or was I just the one that gave too much? (Did I give too much?)

Was I ever really good enough? (Good enough, good enough)

I tried to love you right, still wasn't right enough

Tried to build a home, but it ain't feel like love

You say that love's a mirror, I just hate the reflection

See every doubt you had in my direction (no)

I poured out truth, you called it pressure, baby oh, oh

(Still endured the thoughts alone)

I gave you more, guess you wanted lesser (oh-oh)

Now I'm stuck between peace and pride

Do I walk away or keep tryin' to try? Should I try?

I was dreamin' of forever (ever), you was talkin' for the night (for the night)

Now I'm wonderin' if my efforts resurrect in afterlife

I gave you real, you wanted perfect (oh)

I gave my time, I guess it's worthless (oh-oh)

And I don't know what more to prove (oh)

When every win still feels like lose (oh)

Was I ever really good enough? (Good enough, good enough)

Or was I just the one that gave too much? (Did I give too much?)

Was I ever really good enough? (Good enough, good enough)

I tried to love you right, still wasn't right enough

Tried to build a home, but it ain't feel like love