Sittin' alone in my room at the edge of my bed, head down, I was thinkin' 'bout you

All of this shit that I did for you, now I see that I did bad, now I feel like a fool

I was goin' through pain, but I was talkin' to you, I forgot I was playin' it cool

You left me down at my lowest and shit but I always forgave, I ain't know what to do

Goin' through shit in my head, I was never the type to go vent to nobody for shit

Growin' up in a cold world, kill or be killed, talk less, hear more, always give you a tip

Told you 'bout all of the stories and shit that a **** had went through and shit as a kid

And you threw that shit back in my face tryna fuck on the opps, word to bro, it was makin' me sick

You was the girl that was ridin' with me before all of the fame, you was totin' the grip

Mention off on the opps, ski'd up with the gun, tryna see if for sure I was takin' a risk

Used to be there for me, late night, I was thinkin' 'bout bro on my doley when I had to spin

Had to stretch out a blue for a month, 'cause I knew that I had to go see you and buy a new fit

When I got scapped, you was right there in that hospital, sittin' right there on my side

Mama sittin' right there lookin' deep in my eyes, but I could tell that she wanted to cry

Mouse right there, shit felt like I couldn't go breathe, word to bro, man, I thought that I'd die

Told him, "Get on the phone with my moms," when I thought I was dead, started cryin' while saying goodbye

Like, like, with a scar on my face, try and smile through the pain, no, I'm not okay

Lil' sis' in the room, I don't want her to see me like this so I walk with a ski on my face

Everyone try and talk to me, don't wanna talk, I was cryin' inside but I needed my space

Head high, man, I had to stay strong for the fam', everyone think I'm good but it's never the case

Bones just died, but I couldn't do nothin' but cry

Walkin' up to your casket, couldn't believe it, I wanted to talk to you one more time

We was supposed to be rich, bro get me tight, why the fuck would you sit there and die over pride?

Replayin' the video, stuck in my head everytime that I try to forget, it rewind

Long Live bro, speakin' on you, I'ma put on a show

Nu Day just passed so it’s L after L, I be stuck in my head and nobody'll know, like

Sittin' alone in my room with the gun in my hand, I could make shit easy

Be up in the sky and be there with my bro watchin' over the home with the clouds there and breezy

But, I know that I gotta go make it for sis', bro, I love when she happy and cheesy

Got a lil' brother that look up to me, everything that I do lil' bro wanna be me

So, I'm changin' my path, even though that's it's hard, I'm still tryin', I'm hopin' you see me

Tryna do right, so just give me some time, bro, I hope everyone can just try and believe me, baow baow

Sittin' alone in my room at the edge of my bed, head down, I was thinkin' 'bout you

All of this shit that I did for you, now I see that I did bad, now I feel like a fool

I was goin' through pain, but I was talkin' to you, I forgot I was playin' it cool

You left me down at my lowest and shit but I always forgave, I ain't know what to do

Goin' through shit in my head, I was never the type to go vent to nobody for shit

Growin' up in a cold world, kill or be killed, talk less, hear more, always give you a tip

Told you 'bout all of the stories and shit that a **** had went through and shit as a kid

And you threw that shit back in my face tryna fuck on the opps, word to bro, it was makin' me sick