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Lost
Alternative Rap
Lost was released on April 4, 2026 by AVK as a part of the album Lost - Single
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Release DateApril 4, 2026
LabelAVK
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM69

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
AVK
AVK
Performer
aaron van krimpen
aaron van krimpen
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
aaron van krimpen
aaron van krimpen
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
AVK
AVK
Producer

Lyrics

I broke the only heart that kept me sane
Snorted my feelings, now I'm numb to the pain
Saw only darkness, never saw your light
Now I'm haunted by you every single night
You stayed when I pushed, I was toxic as hell
Turned your heaven into my personal hell
I said I loved you, but I loved getting high
Now I'm stuck with regrets, can't even lie
Talking to God, but he don't say shit
Every "I'm sorry" just another hit
You gave me your all, I gave you my worst
Now I'm dying inside from a self-made curse
I wish I could hold you before I fucked it up
Only felt pain, never felt your love enough
They say there's a reason, but I chose the wrong drugs
Now I'm lost in the ghost of the girl that I lost
I see you in dreams, then you fade when I wake
Every night screaming, every move that I make
Love and addiction got me tied in a knot
Now I'm alone with the demons and the pain that I brought
I see your face in smoke when I light one up
Every hit that I take got your name in my lungs
Love and destruction in the same damn vein
Chasing the numb while you carry my pain
I ruined your world, now mine's falling apart
You gave me your soul, I just tore it apart
You were the sun, I was bringing the rain
Now your light's gone dark and I'm the one to blame
Pacing alone, going out of my head
Every memory we had just repeats in my bed
You fought for me hard, I just pushed you away
Now I'm screaming your name, but it's too late to stay
I wish I could hold you before I fucked it up
Only felt pain, never felt your love enough
They say there's a reason, but I chose the wrong drugs
Now I'm lost in the ghost of the girl that I lost
I see you in dreams, then you fade when I wake
Every night screaming, every move that I make
Love and addiction got me tied in a knot
Now I'm alone with the demons and the shit that I caused
I thought I had time, now I'm out of luck
Every line that I spit got me feeling fucked up
You gave me your heart, I just tore that apart
Now I'm bleeding these words, trying to restart
Fucked it up, I know
If I could go back, I would
But I can't
So I just live with it every night
Written by: aaron van krimpen
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