I've never heard truer words than what you put in life is what you deserve

Whether it's success from the work you put in the universe

Or if it's the skeletons buried that wake and lift the dirt

Disturb the peace of roses the path you chosen gone gift a hearse

Get some food right up the block cross the street from the liquor store

Hit the crib then heard them shots down the block from the liquor store

Then go back to watching movies karma know it's duty

I been tryna tell you more bout yours truly

I been prepping for the summer time confidence been fortified

My mind be acquiescent to the steps in which my heart provides

I feel my scales is balanced everything is faith and compromise

If my doubts do damage may I live this life a thousand times

What's true success without the climb I'm focused

I was born in 97'

My momma left for Michigan in search for better prepping

Got homesick and came back to Jersey right after she birthed me

Then we lived in that same city where Kanye proved he was worthy

Good karma

See I just wanna lay down

On that island in the middle of the clouds

See I just wanna stay a child

I deal with more than a little bit

I really need a better whip but I can't afford it

Can't afford to duck responsibilities I been avoiding

Been a void inside my heart important calls I been ignoring

Can't ignore the fact this feeling that I'm feeling ain't too foreign

Can I sort through all this family trauma clogging all my arteries

My karma breeds a lineage of men who plant unwanted seeds

A part of me just wanna tell my siblings boy don't follow me

When I know I should be like the one that studied carpentry

Family members I don't even speak to anymore

The time passes makes more distance I can't reach you anymore

**** dying losing brothers parents have I been too careless

What's the sense in tryna build a castle with no one to share with

What's the sense in tryna make a living try a make a million

To feed yo ppl but your stomach got that aching feeling

Sometimes I look at childhood pictures when I'm lost and frown

Cause then I start to ask myself what made you lose that smile

is it karma

See I just wanna lay down

On that island in the middle of the clouds

See I just wanna stay a child

I deal with more than a little bit

I never heard truer words than what you put in life is what you deserve

Me I chased success from the work I put in the universe

So when my whole family moved to Atlanta for new rebirth

I chose to stay in Jersey and hunker down to pursue my work

Selfish was it pressure I felt from modern society

The urge to find some wealth from my talents it did inspire me

Was it from my attachment to gardens that I grew up in

Despite the dread of these moments some pain & some empty stomachs

The urge to be the one to pull all us from poverty

The few misguided thoughts of me being a star to be

The singular memento you left me was hard for me

So that's why when I crashed the jeep I had almost lost part of me

Bad karma I collected from selfishness & a lack of faith

Ego less so I mask my face

Led me onto this path today

I lost my way hope I get it right fore I pass

away

End of the day I just hope all my **** safe