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BLACKOUT

Hip-Hop/Rap

BLACKOUT was released on April 29, 2026 by Deo as a part of the album BLACKOUT - Single

Song Details

AlbumBLACKOUT - Single

Release DateApril 29, 2026

LabelDeo

LanguageEnglish

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS

Deo

Vocals

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Amadeo Silverius Putro

Amadeo Silverius Putro

Songwriter

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

Giovanno Aloysius Putro

Giovanno Aloysius Putro

Co-Producer

Lyrics

Back in high school I was told

I had to get my grades up

Stop acting up

Lift your chin up

And be a grown up

Questioning on what it always meant to be the greatest

Debated constantly my self was always overhated

I was always scared to face the future

Always scared to death

Countless days

In the house

I never left my bed

Illicit substances and everything to numb the heart

Misguided anger weighed me down and tore my life apart

But I can't lie I think I struggled with the daily switch up

I was mad at the way they told me fix yourself up

Even worse deep inside

I was mad at myself

Something was gnawing at me

Prideful to ask for help

Deep inside I knew I never had no goal

I felt it in my soul

I know it took its toll

I was fearing that I'd never mount to anything

I was paranoid that I would work to fail

But I was pissed off with the way that I was always living

Locked down in my house and I kept on wishing

I blacked out and I lost myself just for a second

I blacked out and I felt my life was being threatened

I blacked out in the middle of the year

Constant late nights

Where I'd wake up drenched with fear

When I look back

My life then was a blur

I never saw ahead of me

I felt so insecure

I think I followed the trends

And I never thought to myself

And I had no thoughts of my own

But now I wish they would stop

I always wished that they could stop their never ending talk

I always knew I'd never fit inside their box

But

I ain't ever been the same since 2020

Cooped up and I always kept spending plenty

Robbed blind and I

Followed their trendiness

I felt emptiness inside myself

I confess

I ain't ever been the same since '22

Fucked around I kept searching for the thrill

I kept chasing the dragon

The sugar rush

My dreams hadn't happened

Out of luck

Out of touch

I decided

Made a change in 23

Could never find the balance

Had to leave the ego be

I kept beating myself up

For wasting time

Pushed it to the back of my mind

I doubled down

I got humbled

Saw the world in '24

When I came back

Could have sworn it was a war zone

Had to cut loose ends

Cut loose threads

Inundated with bad thoughts

And fake friends

I said fuck that

Leave that shit in the past

Swear I'll never back down

I'll never look back

So imma break it down

For a second

Spit the truth

I was fearful of the future and the way it looked

I was fearing all I had

It could be taken from me

So make the most of the time that you have

I'm sick of second guessing myself

For choices I didn't make

Or chances I didn't take

That came my way

With my father never listened

With my mother never listened

Never paid any attention

I was on a mission

I was tired with the way that I was always living

I was tired with the way that I was always living

Everybody wanna look down upon me

They looked down and saw me

Searching for a deity

Searching it to set me free

Why don't you just let me be?

Motherfucker

You ain't ever wanna be like me

I looked up to the powers living in their towers

I backed out misaligned I was out of balance

I dropped out when it all became a challenge

I blacked out guess the system always hated me

Written by: Amadeo Silverius Putro

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