You killed us so I buried you and left you alone so you could die

When you ignore my tears I learned I don't have to listen to you cry

When your friends ask if I've seen you, I give the same reply

That I was gonna ask them to tell you I miss my guy

A zombie avoiding after life you won't move on after lifes end I try to live not missing us but truth is I can't pretend

If anybody disrespects you I will never not defend it's true you pulled me down to the void can I fly solo in the end

But if we're already dead then why do I still cry if there's no us how come you are the scripture I live by

This bullshit is getting fucking old

Our bullshit hearts away past being fucking cold

I wish I could put down our future and bury the past didn't we know that good times wouldn't last

Didn't we, didn't we oh yeah already yeah we already knew that would be the end

Why the fuck do we still demand that we pretend

I buried you 5 months ago you stay planted in my dreams

Wake up gasping and soaked in sweat can't suffocate my screams

Goodbye wasn't permanent is how this nightmare seems if I wanted to talk with the dead I would have tripped out on some deems

Instead I'm smoking meth just to stay awake at night

The shadows start invading so I turn out the light

Darkness and your scent engulf me welcome then with spite

Lay there with your memory close enough to touch yet out of sight

But if already dead then why do I still cry if there's no us how come you are the scripture I live by

This bullshit is getting fucking old

Our bullshit hearts away past being fucking cold

I wish I could put down our future and bury the past didn't we know that good times wouldn't last

Didn't we didn't we oh yea already yea we already knew that would be the end

Why the fuck do we still demand that we pretend

Refusing to stay six below

You made your residence in my head

I killed you once you had to go

That's what my therapist said

I thought I'd won the battle no

I'm a prisoner of war instead

I'll put a bullet through your home tonight

So I can rest in peace in bed

But since we're already dead

I no longer try

Now there's no us

I'm my own scripture to live by

The new me is fuckin bold

I'm fuckin over buying bullshit because it's being sold

I'm about to design my future while I bury our past

Didn't we know all along our gold was shiny trash

Didn't we, didn't we oh yeah already yeah we already knew we weren't even friends

Why the fuck did it take so long for this to end

Told me I was dead, I'll be dead to you

Show me that I'm dead, so I'm dead to you

Got no time for fake friends or loose ends with you

Got no patience for no mind tricks with you since we're fucking dead

I'm gonna leave us dead