Yo, I don't wanna go back 'cause I haven't felt this way in a while

I've been stuck thinking 'bout the past, I'm finding it harder to think 'bout now

Got a million thoughts on my mind, I feel like I'm trapped and there's no way out

But I've got one question now, if I lost everything, who's sticking around?

I don't know, I wish I could say that I did (I wish)

They say that they got me whenever, but when there's a problem, they don't exist (They don't)

They left me there on the side, I was knocking the door, but they never let me in

I had to find my way on my own, couldn't see anything when the light went dim

I don't wanna go back 'cause I haven't felt this way in a while

I've been stuck thinking 'bout the past, I'm finding it harder to think 'bout now

Got a million thoughts on my mind, I feel like I'm trapped and there's no way out

But I've got one question now, if I lost everything, who's sticking around?

I'm always going the extra mile, don't think that I have it in me to quit

I came up from nothing to something, you wouldn't survive in the place that I've been

They love to react when I'm taking a loss, but don't say anything when I win (No)

So many times I thought 'bout quitting, I'm wondering where I would be if I did (Where)

I don't wanna go back 'cause I haven't felt this way in a while

I've been stuck thinking 'bout the past, I'm finding it harder to think 'bout now (Think 'bout now)

Got a million thoughts on my mind, I feel like I'm trapped and there's no way out (No way out)

But I've got one question now, if I lost everything, who's sticking around? (Who's sticking around?)

I don't wanna go back 'cause I haven't felt this way in a while

I've been stuck thinking 'bout the past, I'm finding it harder to think 'bout now

Got a million thoughts on my mind, I feel like I'm trapped and there's no way out

But I've got one question now, if I lost everything, who's sticking around?

But I've got one question now, if I lost everything, who's sticking around?

Keep your circle small

Do you understand what I'm tryna say?

I can really only say I've got like four people that I consider my brothers

That I consider as somebody that would never do me dirty