Am I cause of all my problems, my thoughts down on dufferin

I'm stacking up these dollars but inside I'm still suffering

Look into my shorties eyes, she can't see what I'm up against

I'll up this pole and hop this fence and burn up any evidence

Trials and tribulations, I've gone miles for visitation

40 mins waiting, COs tell us no embracing

Put my feelings in a spaceship

Jot it down up in the matrix

Cuz god knows I'm the one even if others won't embrace it

Johnny waiting on a placement

I write the songs and he arranged it

Crazy how you find a brother in the strangest places

Cuz I done seen too many people caught up in the snake pit

Twisted tongues, and lying faces, say it's love but on some fake shit

So it's chess never checkers, won't have my daughter in sketchers

Going up with no effort cuz I'm controlling the lever

Our connection eletric, my past is never your present

Got No time for corrections, I know I gotta be present

I know I gotta be better, more times these rhymes is a letter, over time you can get it

And take it to where your headed

Promise to keep your head up, no headaches, head out the sand, and if you're lost look up there I am

Treasure the time that I've got with these moments we invest in

I was drowning in my thoughts, felt I could lose it any second

Had your cord around your neck made your birth a c section

From the sea to sky, I know your the lords blessing

Cuz I ain't learn to love till I saw your mama pregnant

And I was born a thug so my life was never precious

Since my pops in the sky, I can only feel his presence

When I light up in a session, music is my best investment

Born a Diamond in the rough, I bin cooking under pressure

When you ballin off the block, you don't get an e for effort

Haters plotting on your spot, trying to put you on a sweatshirt

Ain't no seasoning in my pot, ghost the scene when it get peppered

I pray and plead with the reverend, I know the lord is my sheppard

I could never be a sheep, so I keep a stick when I'm stepping

Hope you only feel my love, and never seeing my temper

Promise always build you up, you know my love can't be measured