Ain't shit changed except everything

I ain't been the same but I'm still me

Tryna visualize where younger me would want me at

Still nocturnal churning verses so insomniac

Still dreaming

Still rapping still singing

My brother Still filming

This a real feeling

Turning 22 in 2 weeks God willing

Sometime I feel like I'm stuck but I been still drilling

Heart been fucked up numb but I'm still pushing

Move impulsively dumb but I feel gooder

From the outside you recognize I'm ill cooking

Wizard on the west side like I'm John Wooden

But internally I'm fighting just to understand

Where I'm at who I am as I become a man

Still in school Hope I finish make my mom proud

Then buy her dream car from rapping do it my style

Still in love with a Girl I can't have

We only together when we ain't mad

Bad habits communication from lacking trust

And we been seeking for a truce but it don't happen much

I used to hold pounds

Plug hit me up he ain't heard in a long while

You know this music be my business so I'm self employed

On distrokid I'm putting albums out into the void

Until I sat down understood that I need real promo

Thirty songs the compilation I dropped no promo

April 2022 No Promo ii

That was the time I dropped songs using bros photos

Like here real quick just catch this fit and imma post it

Song today then 2 days later I up the dosage

See I been putting work in but you jealous so you act like you don't notice

And I don't do this for you but I still feel like you bogus

The way I look at it I think to myself why not? Why can't I be the MVP of the league

Why can't I be the best player in the league? I think I work hard

I think I dedicate myself to the game and sacrifice a lot of things at a young age

And I know that if I continue to do good what I can get out of it

Nah for real add it up this all no cap

1of1 fore the deluxe I was soul trapped

Ain't gon lie I been a name in my city

So I charge it to the game and leave the change to my city

But it's still slimy

Overlooked and disregarded by the same ones

Be the ones who inspired you the same ones

That shit lame cuz

But watch they cling onto ya game if ya name buzz

Anyone who wit wit me they know that I stay loyal

Going against the world we comin from the same soil

And I been goin for a minute but this just the beginning I got a way bigger vision tryn attain more

Heart been fucked up numb but I'm still pushing

Move impulsively dumb but I feel gooder

From the outside you recognize that I'm ill cooking

Wizard on the west side like John Wooden

But internally I'm fighting just to understand

Where I'm at who I am as I become a man