Be my gap in the clouds

I'm used to the rain, cloudy, the boundaries more

I done found healing in negative dealings, at this point, I like when it storms

I feel like a sponge, but it showers for hours, it's more than I care to absorb

I like the finer things, flashy designer things, but an umbrella's too much to afford

I'm wielding a sword, I

Clear a way that only you can make a path of

Clear as day, don't deviate, just like the last one

Yeah, there's creatures in the woods you gotta hide from

More importantly, I hope that you can have fun

Being honest, I don't need another lesson

I'm an expert at reading the sky

Had so much drama, I quiver from trauma and visions of any new glimmer of light

I hope you know what you're in for

Fuck being indoors

Don't need the sun, just need someone to be

A gap in the clouds

A gap in the clouds

Often, I wish that I'd win more

Let people in more

But I'll hold a place for you, a space for you

My gap in the clouds

I'm more than 2D, my heart fall too deep

Hopeless romantic, want love like the movies

Is that too much? Are my needs too confusing?

Warmth is a drug that I don't mind abusing

I find the people I want don't pursue me

Prone to catch feelings a lot, okay, sue me

Anxious, withdrawn, insecure, kinda moody

All that can change by the way that you do me

Kinky, I'm into some shit

But I prefer intimate shit

Like stroking your waves, hearing 'bout your day, that love make you feel like a kid

A rainy day partner for life, I pray for it daily out loud

I'll take the compromise, I'll keep the darker skies, but at the least you could give me a

Gap in the clouds

Be my gap in the clouds

I guess you get what you pay for

Maybe I'll save more

But I got a plate for you, I'll wait for you

My gap in the clouds

Look, I just need an ear sometimes

Someone who can listen and be here sometimes

Gifted a refined mind like a fine wine, but I really want a beer sometimes

Crack me open, I'm a cold one

And really, I don't give myself to no one

I just learned to play my part and foster hearts, then I thank the Lord that I could hold one

Say, but what about me? What about I?

Only thing loving me now is the sky

Cleansing my traumas away while feeding it

Not just my flowers, my weeds have been needing it

They take one look and they think that they know me

"That girl has a problem, she's clearly been eating it"

Not knowing what kind of dragon I slay on the daily, my body is proof of defeating it

Same air, I'm breathing it, warm blood, I'm bleeding it

Hurricanes don't make make me shudder in fear

Actually, I'd have an adverse reaction if suddenly all of my clouds disappeared

All of that said in a flood, I'm a battleship

But God, I really could use some companionship

Conquered the waters, a Pisces and proud

But after it all, I just need a—

Cloud, cloud, clouds, cloud

Cloud, cloud, clouds, cloud

Be my gap in—

Cloud, cloud, cloud, cloud

A gap in the clouds

Cloud, cloud, cloud