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How long
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Pop
How long was released on April 9, 2026 by MiyaVi Amore as a part of the album How long - Single
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Release DateApril 9, 2026
LabelMiyaVi Amore
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM67

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
MiyaVi Amore
MiyaVi Amore
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
MiyaVi Amore
MiyaVi Amore
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
MiyaVi Amore
MiyaVi Amore
Producer

Lyrics

How long do I have to carry this weight
Smiling outside while I slowly break
Every word cuts deeper than before
I close my eyes but I still hear it all
I keep pretending I'm okay in every crowded room
But every smile fades the moment I'm alone
These voices echo louder in the silence of my mind
I try to leave it all behind
They don't see the tears I hide
They don't feel what's locked inside
Every word they say, it lingers in my chest
I'm tired of this war inside, I just need rest
How long, how much longer do I endure this pain?
How long do I listen while they call my name?
Every whisper, every scar, it's driving me insane
Tell me, how much longer do I endure this pain?
How long do I carry what I never chose to feel?
How long till the broken parts of me begin to heal?
Every step I take feels heavier than before
Tell me, what am I still fighting for?
Every night feels heavier than the last
Memories I try to bury come back
I gave my heart, I gave my all
Still I'm the one who has to fall
I hear their voices even when the world goes quiet
Every doubt inside my head keeps turning into violence
I'm losing pieces of myself I cannot replace
Staring at a stranger when I look into my face
I'm screaming but there's no sound
Lost but never found
Every word they say, it pulls me deeper down
I'm standing here but slowly starting to drown
How long, how much longer do I endure this pain?
How long do I listen while they call my name?
Every whisper, every scar, it's driving me insane
Tell me, how much longer do I endure this pain?
How long do I carry what I never chose to feel?
How long till the broken parts of me begin to heal?
Every step I take feels heavier than before
Tell me, what am I still fighting for?
If I fall apart, will anybody notice me?
Or will I fade into the silence they can't see?
I'm holding on to pieces slipping through my hands
Trying to understand... trying to understand
Maybe there's a light I haven't seen yet
Maybe there's a part of me not broken
But right now I'm barely holding on
Trying to be strong... trying to be strong
How long, how much longer do I endure this pain?
How long do I listen while they call my name?
I'm tired of the tears, tired of the chains
But I'm still here... still breathing through the pain
How long till I finally feel okay again?
How long till this storm inside me starts to end?
Even in the dark, I'm searching for a spark
Hoping I can find my way out of this dark
How long...
How long...
Will I feel this way?
Maybe someday...
I'll be okay...
Written by: MiyaVi Amore
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