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Different Meaning
Hip-Hop/Rap
Different Meaning was released on June 1, 2026 by Wolff Nation Entertainment as a part of the album Sincerely Jay
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Release DateJune 1, 2026
LabelWolff Nation Entertainment
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jayon Jenkins
Jayon Jenkins
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jayon Jenkins
Jayon Jenkins
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Carl Rushing
Carl Rushing
Engineer

Lyrics

Got me thinking how I got here, thinkin deep of my life
Been through so much pain, can make a grown man cry
Thuggin' hard through the rain and shit, I don't know why
Up until the age of 20, shit, I wanted to die
And that's real, you don't know how I feel because I mask it
Tried to take my life with them pills, yeah, I was crashing
Never felt like I fit in, so outwards I was, I was lashing
My mind is like an asylum, being guarded by dragons
Reminiscing bout the rainy days
I talk to God to take the pain away
Sometimes I put my faith inside a jay
Looking up and asking God why did it have to be this way
**** don't know bout the pain because I seem happy
Been depressed since I was a kid, always felt crappy
And it's a pain song, but I don't wanna get too sappy
But sometimes, as a youngin, it was nights, I cried for pappy
But he was down in the bottle, he was also unhappy
So I just rolled with my boys, no I ain't talking nappy
Mom was getting her shit together, fighting the pill addiction
Crazy I tried to take my life with pills with no prescription
We ain't asked to be bought inside this world
But I roll with my punches, put my heart in what I pearl
Taking shot after shot, don't care if I call Earl
Cause every now and then you fall apart when you always been thorough
Yeah, every now and then you fall apart when you always been thorough
Keep your head high, remember, always be the man you were
Drinking bottle after bottle, man, I'm hoping it's a cure
Got me thinking how I got here, thinking deep about my life
Been through so much pain, can make a grown man cry
Thuggin' hard through the rain and shit, I don't know why
Up until the age of 20, shit, I wanted to die
And that's real, you don't know how I feel because I mask it
Tried to take my life with them pills, yeah, I was crashing
Never felt like I fit in, so outwards I was, I was lashing
My mind is like an asylum, being guarded by dragons
Written by: Jayon Jenkins
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