"Hey, uh, I was just gonna update you on something funny that happened today but it- it doesn't matter I know you're busy, so it's fine

Uh, am I calling you too much? I feel like I'm updating you on a lot of things, and I want you to be updated on them, but I know you might not, want that

I wanna give you you're space, of cousre, but I, I don't know. I'm sorry. I'll, I'll give you some time. Bye."

The words you used to say, still lingers in my ear

I'm crazy through the day, and all I do is fear

I was scared you'd lose your love, So I locked mine far away

You lose it anyways, cause I've got a selfish brain

And I'll tell you all the things that I'm made of

And make you feel the way that you hated

The nerve I had to say, that I felt so undermined

You held me in your arms, and you told me pretty lies

I'm trying to be what you need, now

The person that I was seemed to fade out

The papers and the green, mean so much to me

They hold me in their arms, and tell me pretty lies