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oldtimes
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oldtimes was released on October 31, 2025 by CPK as a part of the album oldtimes - Single
ReleasedOctober 31, 2025
LabelCPK
LanguageEnglish
BPM80
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

Reminisce 'bout old times since I done grown,
I was a lil' boy just having fun on the spiral slide,
Now I play different poles,
G19 with matte black slide,
Standard clip for the win, promise it's not for show.
I really gotta get my stuff together,
I'm leading my brothers down a dangerous road,
On bro, nobody gon' know how I feel.
I'm so used to not spending my money,
No food in the crib, save up bread for a meal,
Had to pick up on skills that I learned from my bros,
At fourteen had my own steel.
I was coppin' CCs back to back,
If I don't go provide, **** who the fuck will?
I haven't had no help,
Ice took my father at a young age so I had to do it myself.
Said I would never go pick up a drug,
But I turned to the weed and it fucked up my health,
But it kinda helped me a little,
I cope with pain by rolling top shelf.
And so many problems I dealt with,
That's probably why I'm overwhelmed,
Like I don't even know how to feel anymore,
I vent my mental health right on the beat,
'Cause the ones closest to me forever gone.
I hope y'all comprehend the way I'm feeling,
I'm trying my hardest not to cry this song,
I'm just like the rest of y'all ****,
I'm hoping y'all know that you not on your own.
I was hoping that someone would say that to me,
Everyday it's back and forth with the devil,
I think about what if I D-I-E.
Constantly fighting depression,
I'm stuck in a loop,
I'm a kid that just wanna be free.
I fell in love with music,
This the only way that a **** could be at his peace,
'Cause I'm trying everyday to feel okay.
Only kicking it with Zay,
He only get me anyway,
I be tryna put a smile on but I cannot portray
That happy image - fuck is happy ****?
I don't feel the same.
Wish I was the same lil' kid,
Wish I had the childhood I always wanted,
It's kinda unfair how I lived,
But I gotta be grateful for this,
My flaws turned me to a prince.
Gotta stop comparing my struggles to others,
We all got our own different type of conflicts.
Reminisce 'bout old times since I done grown,
I was a lil' boy just having fun on the spiral slide,
Now I play different poles,
G19 with matte black slide,
Standard clip for the win, promise it's not for show.
I really gotta get my stuff together,
I'm leading my brothers down a dangerous road,
On bro, nobody gon' know how I feel.
I'm so used to not spending my money,
No food in the crib, save up bread for a meal,
Had to pick up on skills that I learned from my bros,
At fourteen had my own steel.
I was coppin' CCs back to back,
If I don't go provide, **** who the fuck will?
Written by: Jaden Ortega
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