Remember them days remember all of the falls I'm sayin'

My heart was off of the walls

They couldn't f*** with ya jaw

The way I always tried to flirt thru the calls

The way you gave an applause baby I was such a boss a king until you took off

That s*** had left me in awe

Baby I became a bore n I started playing the floor

But I been

Working on myself I wanted war

But now I'm tryna give myself another vision baby imma get it

All them times when I was down and no one ever listened

You gave me hope when I was down n out but now it's missing

That s*** was you and now I know but ion got the feeling

This life too crazy for me I'm not sure if I'm gon' live it

Lately I just say I'm trippin

When I'm peepin all this funny s*** that happens all around me everywhere im chillin

Brothers turnin' they back on me like I'm the villian

All of this pain I'm talking 'bout I just hope you could feel it

I been all on my own n*** walkin thru all this rain I ain't even have no coat

I was talking to pictures up on the wall that never spoke and I got trapped up in my head it kinda had me in a choke

But then it got better got out the city and stopped playin all them jokes

Runnin' up the green n I'm stayin woke lil n*** im the one who really never spoke n now I got a bunch of hope

Spendin' time talking to angels n that's while I smoke

Reminiscing on times when I ain't have me no money

Back when putting me down it was funny

Them **** ain't rlly love me n**** they always debunked me

I was focused on one thing n they took it for nothing but then they gon try to son me

N turn it to something **** I'm focused on myself ain't got no time for the bluffin n****

I'm focused on my wealth I don't get down with the suckin' n***

I threw it onna shelf like ion even got love for n*** I don't even f*** with em

Damn

They askin' how get it like that

It happens cause the women

Nd the s*** yu never givin'

To the ones who tend to ask a lot like even when they winnin' but yu never wanna hurt em so you'd always try to give it

And it gets up to a point where they stop asking how you livin' and yu

Start getting hurt but yu just mask up all your feelings

N*** how was I supposed to finish healing

When I'm getting extra cards on top of dealings what the f*** damn

So im js good if they asking

Cause imma leave em inna past-tense n*** I'm past it

Benchin' n*** like magic

Flash im movin past him

Ion even react n*** I'm different

And I'd never let a n*** f*** my craft up

I'd rather let a n*** pick my bags up

Fr n I ain't even finna get on to the bad stuff

Cause it get real n*** be thinking I got bad luck

I say it's bad luck know a n*** say it's fate

Man get that s*** up out my face n***

I'm moving at my pace n it could never be race cause if you going up against me then you knowing that imma win n*** I'm him

N shout out to my fam I know I sin

I used to be the typa n*** that would simp

But s*** got real and then I

I started movin' like a pimp

It got me feelin' like I'm destined for a win n*** im ready

And now I'm different n***

I'm takin trips across the burgh I'm f*** women n***

Then I told her pull up to the crib we started sinnin' n***

Nd I ain't proud of it but god he got me winnin' w em

Yea I lost some friends along the way but I ain't chillin' with em

Talkin' on my name behind my back when all I did was lift em

Talkin on my name behind my back I know gotta get em

Talkin' on my name behind my back I think I gotta spliff em, damn

Reminiscing on times when I ain't have me no money

Back when putting me down it was funny

Them n*** ain't really love me n*** they always debunked me

I was focused on one thing n they took it for nothing but then they gon try to son me

N turn it to something n*** I'm focused on myself ain't got no time for the bluffin' n***

Im focused on my wealth I don't get down with the suckin' n***

I threw it onna shelf like ion even got love for n*** I dont even f*** with em

Damn