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Kill The Monster
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Rock
Kill The Monster was released on April 29, 2026 by COVENANT RECORDS as a part of the album Kill The Monster - Single
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Release DateApril 29, 2026
LabelCOVENANT RECORDS
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM67

Music Video

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Lyrics

Who are you texting, why are you laughing at your phone?
Why'd you dress like that, who are you wearing that underwear for?
We haven't touched in weeks, so what does that say about me?
My mind's running in nineteen directions I can't breathe
I love you so much but so much fear and anxiety
I'm trying to hold on but my grip is all you feel
I can see you shutting down, I know I'm pushing you away
I know you love me, but I see it, I'm losing you every day
I keep feeding the monster
It's getting stronger every day
Insecurity
Destroying our love, getting in your way
My fear became your prison
Fear of abandonment, feeds my doubt
The monster keeps on growing
And I know I'm pushing you out
It's not the monster, it's me
I'm so afraid
I shut down or lose it — there's no in between
I declare the rules of marriage, tell you how you should feel about me
Then I apologize, I promise, baby I'll fix me this time
But the monster's always hungry and I feed it to survive
I don't trust you because I don't trust myself
I destroy you, cause I depend on you
I need you to feel good enough about myself
I can see you shutting down, I know I'm pushing you away
I know you love me, but I see it, I'm losing you every day
I keep feeding the monster
It's getting stronger every day
Insecurity
Destroying our love, getting in your way
My fear became your prison
Fear of abandonment, feeds my doubt
The monster keeps on growing
And I know I'm pushing you out
It's not the monster, it's me
I'm so afraid
I hate that I don't feel good enough for you
I hate the fear of losing you
I hate that I wake with regret
I hate the things I do, things I said, not being your gift
I've lost myself
I don't even know who I am without you
Rippin' you apart, tearing you down, to build myself up
To feel secure
You're still here
You haven't gone
But I know you need me to kill the monster
Not fight you
I know you're not the enemy
You never were
It's always been the monster
It's always been me
Let me kill the monster
Before it kills me
I need to Kill the monster
Before it takes you away
Let me Kill the monster
Bring you back to life, stop the accusations, the blame
Your love was never the problem
My fear is what I need to face
Let me Kill the monster
Before it kills me
I need to kill the monster
And let your man take it's place
Let me take its place
Written by: Ryan Morrow
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