Outta love for the craft, where's my fucking place

Cannot talk, cannot walk, cannot see my face

Feelings very minimal, too many elements

It's getting really unbearable, looking at my hands

Seeing void all the way, pessimist

Where's the old Ven, that sees past the mist

I don't think there's anything that I will miss

What the fuck is the point if I don't exist

Take me away

I wanna leave the gray

I wanna up the saturation, want to elevate

I wanna see the day, I will feel okay

There's nothing that can stop it, I ain't gonna lay

Take me away

I wanna leave the gray

I want to up the saturation, want to elevate

I wanna see the day, I will feel okay

There's nothing that can stop it, I ain't gonna lay

Can't sleep without a rope around my neck

Then I'm tweaking throughout the motherfucking day

Want to move, but I will cause another scene

Is another countermeasure I don't think that's what they want to see

I'm gonna live with it

Till I'm out of it

Till I'm back in the world I lived in as a kid

I can't let him down

No I'm not allowed

So I do it like I mean it

Crushing all the doubt

Take me away

I wanna leave the gray

I want to up the saturation, want to elevate

I wanna see the day, I will feel okay

There's nothing that can stop it, I ain't gonna lay

Take me away

I wanna leave the gray

I want to up the saturation, want to elevate

I wanna see the day, I will feel okay

There's nothing that can stop it, I ain't gonna lay