The Alternative Polka

Soy un perdedor I'm a loser, baby, so why don't you kill me? (Everybody!) Soy (soy, soy) un perdedor I'm a loser, baby, so why don't you kill me? (Hey!) I am, I am, I am I said I wanna get next to you I said I'm gonna get close to you You wouldn't want me have to hurt you too, hurt you too I know you want what's on my mind I know you like what's on my mind I know it eats you up inside I know ya know, ya know, ya know Here I come, I come, I come, I come Here I come, I come, I come 'Cause all I wanna do is have some fun I got a feeling I'm not the only one All I wanna do is have some fun I got a feeling I'm not the only one All I wanna do is have some fun Until the sun comes up over Santa Monica Boulevard (Help me!) I broke apart my insides (Help me!) I've got no soul to sell (Help me!) The only thing that works for me Help me get away from myself I wanna - you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna - you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to God Hey! Hey! Hey! You bang (bang), bang, bang, bang (bang), bang Blame (blame), blame, blame You bang (bang), bang, bang, bang (bang), bang It's not my thing, so let it go 'Cause the love that you gave that we made Wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you'd hold me until you died, 'til you died? Well, you're still alive And I'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, ooh, ooh, ought-a know (hey!) Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage And someone will say what is lost can never be saved Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage I love all of you Hurt by the cold (brr!) So hard and lonely too When you don't know yourself I don't owe you anything I don't owe you anything I don't owe you anything I don't owe you anything Black hole sun, won't you come? And wash away the rain? Black hole sun, won't you come? Won't you come? Black hole sun, black hole sun Won't you come? Black hole sun, black hole sun Won't you come? Black hole sun, black hole sun Do you have the time to listen to me whine About nothing and everything all at once? I am one of those melodramatic fools Neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up, I think I'm cracking up And am I just paranoid, or am I just stoned? Or am I just stoned? Hey!