Broken

How do we mend - these lives that lay broken? How do we live - with these fears left unspoken? And I yearn for someone to hold Someone to be my anchor in this life How do we find - those lost forever Recollections of mine - are lost in this ether Images caught in my cold memory Reverence yet! I still owe to her being These swollen eyes bless me with tears As you renounced all these vows you swore and believed. Turmoil that can't be resolved Conflict of will driving deeper Where hope is all but deceased Wallow in your desperation And as you drift away - There's nothing left to say Unable to face the pain - Only this emptiness fills my soul But right until the end - You will pray for me Hold me in your arms - Bless me with your caress. Struggle upwards towards the light Breathless paralysis dragging you down Staring eyes of glass as the world grows dark all around There was - There was no release There was - There was nothing left... For me. But when you speak - All I hear are tears falling Falling down on me - Baptize me with your grief It's so hard to live - When you look away When you look away - and I am left here All alone (with just my self to blame) I am empty - all dead inside- and I can never heal Yes I am Broken- All cleaved in two - Too many thoughts -of what might have been - and can never be If you had died - then at least - at least I could have grieved. All I am is broken - broken down - all down When you're alone - When you're afraid What will you do - to save your sanity? Is this dream - Where I never wake? Yes I am broken - all dead inside - And I can never heal - all cleaved in Two Too many thoughts of what might have been and can never be Bleak is this place - when mortality is forsaken for the dream Where broken men weep