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Where I Started From
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Where I Started From was released on July 2, 2008 by EastSide Productions as a part of the album Free Agent
ReleasedJuly 2, 2008
LabelEastSide Productions
LanguageEnglish
BPM87
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I gotta get my shit right
I gotta get my head right
I gotta get my mind right
Pick myself up where I started from
These thoughts of suicide are clouding my mind
But there's too much going for me to take that ride
I turn to God for guidance, are you listening Lord?
And if you are, then what am I in all this pain for?
I'm on a path to destruction, my life's a dysfunction
And Liss she's been getting to me more than something
More than ever 'cause she didn't before
But things seem strange now behind closed doors
This is my life and it's such a struggle
I wanna see the other side when I face that muzzle
I gotta keep my head up, there's more to live
I signed a deal and everything turned to shit
I'm trying to do what I do but it seems so strange
Every thought I think of her can't get it out of my brain
This beautiful girl, she ruined my world
And I want nothing more than to get back with her
I gotta get my shit right
I gotta get my head right
I gotta get my mind right
Pick myself up where I started from
I gotta get my shit right
I gotta get my head right
I gotta get my mind right
Pick myself up where I started from
I gotta get my life back on track
There ain't a day that goes by I don't think about that
But every time that I think, my thoughts been shifting
I think I'm going crazy in this world that we live in
It's so easy to make mistakes
But they can't get fixed that easily today
I gotta wait, gotta wait, there's more music to make
There's more people in the same situation awake
And their eyes are wide open, filled with hope
And emotion the fact that their heart's been broken
I seen better days, cried the night away
Fighting with myself over this big change
I feel empty, the tank's on E
And every time I wake up it's hard to breathe
You ain't coming back, nah not like that
And if you do, I can't forget what's been said
I gotta get my shit right
I gotta get my head right
I gotta get my mind right
Pick myself up where I started from
I gotta get my shit right
I gotta get my head right
I gotta get my mind right
Pick myself up where I started from
I've been smoking and drinking trying to ease the pain
But this pain is a pain that won't go away
I keep having this dream of her and me
Before we kiss I wake up and start to scream
Where'd you go? Why'd you leave? Liss it's me
I'm all choked up and I can't speak
I was nothing but the best to you, never less
Now I second guess, my life's a mess
Can I get my life back? There's nothing really
But in the long run it all seems so silly
You were like a mate of soul, we could grow old
But you didn't really want that, now I know
And you're doing the same thing with someone else
Praying every night you find yourself
But when you find yourself, please find me
Or I'll be trapped in here for all eternity
I gotta get my shit right
I gotta get my head right
I gotta get my mind right
Pick myself up where I started from
I gotta get my shit right
I gotta get my head right
I gotta get my mind right
Pick myself up where I started from
Written by: Robert Clemente Cardillo II

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