I Don't Understand

Just about every day I'm trying to promote Trying to do all that I could Brought my CDs into a local store, They threw it away 'cause the way I looked Not even knowing how it sounds I work myself when I am tired The stores do not post my posters And they throw away my flyers Now. How can I be the one Making myself into the persons That who will not give me the chance I'm pulling and busting and flooding my veins, Putting me in the spot where they Laugh and they dance I'm just a joke to everyone's eyes If you look in mine, you can not deny If you felt the force, then you can reply Living my life every second of the time My name will never stick in you brains The same, It's lame, I came to bring This music not the same I'm an underground artist and I'm never doubting it Corpus Christi is my birth place And I'm hella proud of it But. Even though some people seem To be... shady. They look down on me But that's the thing that keeps me going And I'm working really hard But why bring me down? I don't know what's going on It's happening all around Everywhere that I see I see people doubting me *Can you see? I am stuck! And that I need help!!!* Why don't all these people ever seem To take the time? *I'm going thru a maze. I'm all alone I need your help!* (You only realize what kind of man you are When you feel pain you understand.) What is wrong? How can I go on? Taken step by step I'm moving slowly And it's long But what if I am wrong? I'm not in it for mills I do not talk about Murder, murder, kill, kill, kill I'm in my own daze But I'm not amazed Feeling bionic I'm not psychotic Nor am crazed But people want to judge me And that's ok with me I wish they really knew What my music's meant to be And they will never know But I have much to show Even when they pass me by I know I'm in control And people need to learn I'm ahead of their time I can hear the whole world Every day, with an opened mind Everywhere that I see I see people doubting me *Can you see? I am stuck! And that I need help!!!* Why don't all these people ever seem To take the time? *Im going thru a maze. I'm all alone I need your help!*