I Can Feel a Hot One

I could feel a hot one taking me down For a moment, I could feel the force Fainted to the point of tears And you were holding on to make a point What's the point? I'm but a clean man, stable and alone man Make it so I won't have to try The faces always stay the same So I face the fact that I'm just fine I said that I'm just fine I remember, head down, After you had found out Manna is a hell of a drug And I need a little more, I think Because enough is never quite enough What's enough? I took it like a grown man crying on the pavement Hoping you would show your face But I haven't heard a thing you've said In at least a couple hundred days What'd you say? I was in the front seat, shaking it out And I was asking if you felt alright I never want to hear the truth I want to hear your voice, it sounded fine My voice, it sounded fine I could feel my heartbeat taking me down And for the moment, I would sleep alright I'm dealing with a selfish fear To keep me up another restless night Another restless night The blood was dry, it was sober The feeling of audible cracks And I could tell it was over From the curtains that hung from your neck And I realized that then you were perfect And my teeth ripping out of my head And it looked like a painting I once knew Back when my thoughts weren't entirely intact To pray for what I thought were angels Ended up being ambulances And the Lord showed me dreams of my daughter She was crying inside your stomach And I felt love again