Epiphany

Watchin', watchin' as he took the holder off his shoulder Fire in his eyes, hands gettin' bolder Quiet, quiet, growin' excited Dug him for his bank account but really for his private Damn about a mindset, really wasn't into that Needed me some pleasin', John lookin' real fat Laid back was his foreplay All that was needed, needed was some of that Started simple, massagin' on my temple Pinchin' on my mountain peaks, that a sister's into I responded, "Mmm" You like the sound, I like makin' it more I fell for the rock and shore Enough, he brought it close, so I could really see Up close he slid between my Sweaty with lust and sweat Rode Mt. Saint Scott 'til ooh Creamy lava landed on my skin and neck Blended with my all day Chanel scent This freakin' was incredulent, decadent Flip side, stomach meets sheets And he plows inside as if he's makin' beats As if this year's harvest depended on it Bendin' on it Back on my back old fashioned is renewed Red toenail polish on whitewalls Documentin' this freakin', ah I must remember to thank him later No, no, no, no, no, no, I take charge of the ship Movin' with my back and my hips like my ancestors did Speakin' the Bantu, Ranga and Tonga But I've gotta stop all that to make it longer But it's too late, I put him to sleep Curled all up, spasm all in his feet Feelin' all proud like I did somethin' deep It ain't really nothin', it's the way that it be For a North Philly sister, reppin' hard like me But why do I feel so empty?