Jack In Da Box

I have lived my life inside a box with big blocks of rocks as walls covered with thorns I hurt all the time cuz I keep on hitting them No matter what I do, no matter where I go I bleed cuz like the seeds, they sow and grow my wounds' just like the trees And i'm scared! cuz i'm gonna get scarred again This ain't gonna end, cuz I haven't found the cure, I haven't found the medicine its just a motherfucking cycle As to a wheel of a bicycle Where pain is recycled to another situation Another inevitable frustration. and you know what? I only win by losing Giving in screaming, giving in crying So I stay in the middle away from the needles Still the box gets smaller and smaller Now I can hardly breathe Can someone save me before I close my eyes? Before I go to sleep? I'm mr. jack. I'm pretty fucked up cuz im locked and i'm trapped in this little box with little cells With ferris- wheels, coaster rides and carousels Im puny, im weak, i'm a freak But I appear to be strong cuz like you, I also have horns But do I look like a demon? Yes, cuz I am But I scare the other demons and even my own reflection Cuz what I see in the mirror is the terror of living in the pleasure of tolerated errors But I can't do anything im just a demon in a flock of so-called angels that are pretending to be clean angels, Angels go away! come again another day. Your little demon wants to play Sometimes I get to think that I don't belong here Ciz I deserve better than my pain and my fear, denials and pretensions, lies and accusations But nah, i'm wrong Cuz this is my home where i've always wanted to be where I am God damn! you gotta pay the price if you want freedom I'm mr. jack I'm pretty fucked up cuz im locked and i'm trapped in this little box with little cells With ferris- wheels, coaster rides and carousels I'm living in a world where's it fair to be unfair but unfair to be fair Angels, angels go away! Come again another day Your little demon wants to pla