Solace

To talk to someone who has been through what I am going through to realise that I'm not alone or strange we both knew that it would end at some point it just so happens that it's now to realise that I am alone seems strange I feel hollow hollow and bruised inside oh why is this so hard? how come it hurts so much in my stomach? in this life you don't fall in love very often and so to have to say goodbye seems stupid and sad maybe one day I will wake up and you won't be the first thing that I think about I need solace solace from music and friends that say if I'm going to get over you it means forgetting you which I don't want to do and they say time will sweep these marks away but I say this past will stay preserved frozen intact and perfect forever suddenly, the songs that meant nothing to me seem to have been written for me it's like a soundtrack to my life songs about falling in love about being in love about saying goodbye songs about falling in love about being in love about saying goodbye I knew that I was for it right from the start right from the first day we met I knew I was going to get hurt it just so happens that it's now