Feels Like There's Something Dark Inside

Every moment I spend at the end of line Feels like you're hanging me out dry The things I've said I can no longer believe Cos now several years I've tried I've been the believer of the constant deceiver Now I'm calling this my time Cos clearly you have better things to do And simply so have I I'm down and I'm out of anything to believe in But the life in front of me It hurts that I know she's a long way off Because I'm stuck inside a false reality Feels like something inside me Is tearing down but it won't come out Feels like a fire inside me Burning me down 'til I'm down and out Feels like something's hiding It's hidden away in the darkest space Burning me down, 'til I'm down and out I know it's hitting you too, I can see it in your face I've had illusions in front of me Of how this really ought to be But for those moments in time where I lived the high life I realize it all don't come for free But now it's dragging me down, the taste is fading away Only just on the tip of my tongue Still feel like a kid but everything I believe in Doesn't let me think I'm young It's been on my mind, seems a matter of ages And why should it matter to me? When I've worked so hard, brought myself to tears Now I feel sold short for everything we've done Feels like something inside me Is tearing down but it won't come out Feels like a fire inside me Burning me down 'til I'm down and out Feels like something's hiding It's hidden away in the darkest space Burning me down, 'til I'm down and out I know it's hitting you, by the look on your face So when will the time come to hang up our boots And everything else this has accumulated? I can't believe my life is selling me out Where my life long dreams turn to things I've hated Bet you never knew that of the things I've had this has always been my thing Now something out there has grabbed my attention Don't think I can stay much longer here Everyone know that as soon as you feel that complete and utter chore. There's just a layer of dust and burning ashes right beside me on the floor Feels like something inside me Is tearing down but it won't come out Feels like a fire inside me Burning me down 'til I'm down and out Feels like something's hiding It's hidden away in the darkest space Burning me down, 'til I'm down and out I know it's hitting you hard Now I can't stand to see your face I feel I surpassed everything I've done and everything I'll ever be Now there's only one thing for it I'm locking the world out and throwing away the key I've tried to run and hide Feels like there's something dark inside I've tried my luck and made up my mind Feels like there's something dark inside I think about this every day and night Feels like there's something dark inside I'll think about this 'til the end of time Definitely know there's something dark inside Certain there's something dark inside Definitely know there's something dark inside