Anything Or Anyone

This is my 'Bailey Building and Loan' This is my bloody lip, this is my drafty home These are the dreams of a jaded young man Who's wondering if life is better off without him These are the plans for a future I'll hope for These are the truths that I've tried to ignore Here are the demons that I've tried to exorcize They keep coming back, no surprise This is not what I planned out This is not what I was told I could have What happened to my ending? I need to stop myself from looking back You could have anything or anyone But nothing could be further from the truth You could have anything you'd ever want Who told that myth to you This is the suitcase I'll never use This is the rope that could pull down the moon Now I'm just waiting on my Mary to show Grab my hand and take me home Cause I can't stop living this train wreck I think too much and now I'm losing it I can't stop feeling this heart break Tell me now, are you over it?