All To Myself

I don't patronize, I realize I'm losing, and this is my real life I'm half asleep, and I am wide awake This habit is always so hard to break I don't wanna be the bad guy I've been blaming myself, and I think you know why I'm killing time (I'm killing time) And time's killing you every way that I do Did you say, "Please, just follow me"? I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else Please, just follow me, I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else I'm under the gun, feel like the only one I just can't decide what I'm running from This isn't what I wanted, but I can't keep my filthy, fucking mouth shut It's not enough (it's not enough), it's never enough (never enough) And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck Can't focus it (can't focus it), but I try it over and over again Did you say, "Please, just follow me"? I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else Please, just follow me, I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else (Na-na, na-na, na) (Na-na, na-na, na-na) (Na-na, na-na, na) (Na-na, na-na, na-na) (Please, just follow me, I thought you wanted me) ('Cause I want you all to myself) (I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up) (Make me feel like) Did you say, "Please, just follow me"? I thought you wanted me 'Cause I can't stay with someone else I'll try and suck it up, I just keep fucking up I want you all to myself Did you say, "Please, just follow me"? I thought you wanted me 'Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else (Na-na, na-na, na)