Pendulum

I pick up the phone to call* I dial 323 And quick hang up and stare at the wall Would he even talk to me? I write down what I wanna say But then I throw the page away Part of me saying he's not even worth the pain Part of me keeps wishing he were in my arms again There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight Back and forth, keeping score Should I love him or leave him I can't decide Tell me which is wrong and which is right Was it perfect? Is it faded? Is it worth it? Is it breaking? How much longer can I wonder if he's the one? Or if this is done I can't stop this pendulum, yeah No, I can't stop this pendulum It's so hard to picture him Holding someone else But then the voice is whispering I'm better off by myself My friends are taking me out tonight But will I get him off my mind Part of me knows why we drifted we were both to blame Part of me can help us hear it when I say his name There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight Back and forth, keeping score Should I love him or leave him I can't decide Tell me which is wrong and which is right Was it perfect? Is it faded? Is it worth it? Is it breaking? How much longer can I wonder if he's the one? Or if this is done I can't stop this pendulum They always say when you know You know I just can't figure this out on my own Someone please tell me which way to go Where do I go? Cause I can't stop this pendulum There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight Back and forth, keeping score Should I love him or leave him I can't decide Tell me which is wrong and which is right Was it perfect? Is it faded? Is it worth it? Is it breaking? How much longer can I wonder if he's the one? Or if this is done I can't stop this pendulum How much longer can I wonder if he's the one? Or if this is done I can't stop this pendulum, yeaaah I can't stop this pendulum I can't stop this pendulum No, I can't stop this pendulum