Should Not Have Come to This

Congratulations are in store And I'd like to tell you more But our life is not like this Nor is it a waste of time Pictures are the worst Adulation's coming next Only physical pain beats that How do I put up with it Serve me if you must Just don't draw a scene to us I used to never care this much Oh a drag it is to grow Oh I'd carry that weight And I'd wait to be late Being first is the worst If you don't know your host Drink a drink Should have called before I even opened my front door Now all my fears have come true I don't even recognize a face Pour another drink Check my phone before I think Just pretend have another sip I should not have come to this Preparations to sneak out Before anyone seeks out If I'm invited at all Oh I know I can not wait Oh I'd carry that weight And I'd wait to be late Being first is the worst And I don't know your name Drink a drink In my mind you were perverse Running wildly to your purse Shiny was a good contrast To the features of your clothes Resting on your hips Like my very first solar eclipse It hurt my eyes but I could not resist Oh the vision of your face Stood out like a glitch But I could not conceal my mirth And those green eyes rest on me Ahahaha just pretend Oh I walked straight into this And no one even cares Except now I have your gaze And it erases my face C'est la vie C'est la vie